I was talking way back when about how it often felt like life wasn't really happening all the time, like I spent a lot of time sort of waiting for a bus that never (or seldom) came. I realized that life doesn't always unfold the way you envision it, and that I had developed a tendency to negate the real events of my life by considering them "not the real thing", or not the Big Things I Had Planned, therefore trivial exercises -- not real life. The result of such negation of life is a sensation of life passing by, never really developing. Like Real Life was still out there somewhere beyond the horizon. In the sadness of that realization, I found myself, ever the optimist, focusing on the actu
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